I’m still in conference mode, not writing mode. Several weeks of sitting and listening to workshops and lectures and panels and readings has inspired to contemplate my own manuscript. However, that inspiration lives in my head – I’m holed up in my cranium and not putting things on paper.
I spend my days teaching beginning composition to community college students. I talk about:
- Procrastination – don’t do it because it isn’t a good habit to get into and it makes Professor Newlon and unhappy instructor.
- Process vs. Content – I’ve retarget my students how to write with fastwriting prompts and turning off the internal critic.
Sadly, I can’t seem to even follow my own lectures! Rather than writing this morning, I’m checking things out on the internet, writing this post, and considering how long it will take me to shave my dog. I’m overthinking my manuscript and have not jumped into the act of writing. I’m focused on the end product and the content vs. the process of simply sitting and writing.
I need to get out of my head and stop worrying about what it will all look like when I’m done. I have to start somewhere and I just need to jump in and quit obsessing over the little things.